YES, I am aware that you are hurting deep inside because your feeling as though God has abandoned you...HE has NOT...he is fully aware of YOU.
How do I know, you ask?
God has been telling me all about you lately and showing me many dreams, about you and I
....but as you know, I can NOT talk of these things here on this post....your stubborn biological Father's bitterness, pride, wickedness, lies, twisted truths to others who can help you and I, and his attacks against me and his need to control, ARE continuing to be in your way and slowing down your healing processes.... but God is working on this....you MUST hang on and be patient!
We ARE aware of you, your great patience... AND your pleadings....God is working miracles.... but I know you are unaware of them. They are GREAT and marvelous and one day you will learn of them...SOON!
I know....because I too was in your place once, and I made it to freedom, you will too ....
You MUST pray that your father stops his great efforts to thwart Gods plans for you and us and that evil designs are halted! Your prayers WILL be heard...you will gain faith and courage as you do this.
PRAY with all your heart that your bio dad matures out of his weakness and immaturity and sees that if he were truly a "man" he would have let you have your free agency to choose in this life...not 'force' you to live HIS life and pain, his bitterness!
YES, I am talking to YOU son,...the son who came here and is READING this now!!
The one who still has "hope" in his heart...the one who is reaching out spiritually to us....keep your head high and be brave! WE KNOW and we have been getting your messages !!!
You may not be aware of this... since you are kept in the dark by those around you....but your dads lies are NOW being uncovered and soon his wickedness WILL all be uncovered and he will pay dearly for his hatred against us, you, your brothers, his country, AND God who has had nothing but patience and tolerance for his continual wickedness against good people!
Just please remember and know that WE ARE AWARE of you and then hold your head high and do NOT let your bio dad discourage you and your tender faith and hope...
NEVER GIVE UP....we have NEVER given up on you...and we NEVER will....YOUR success this life, and the eternities, are our greatest wish and blessings for you and your brothers!
It IS your duty, as is your brothers also, to make sure your brothers are safe and kept abreast of our love for them!
WE believe in you son, and so does God!
YOU DO HAVE A SPIRITUAL FATHER AND HE AND I ARE AWARE OF YOU AND LOVE YOU BEYOND WHAT YOU KNOW TODAY....DON'T GIVE UP AND WE WON'T EITHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TOMORROW YOU WILL SEE CLEARER.
I can not tell you here on this page of all the good things that are happening....but they are! I WILL tell you soon....
COURAGE! COURAGE! COURAGE! DEAR LITTLE ONE....GOD IS ON OUR SIDE!!!