The beginning was a little strange because I was near a lake and out in the country with lots of people around. I was trying to find my boys and swim across this large pond or small lake to do it. It was weird, but then I was in a old house where my ex lived in this dream. He was saying that he was going to let me and my boys have contact with each other and I was shocked!
So there were lots of people in this house but I instantly recognized Jacob and began hugging him. He was happy. Then I saw Andrew and went to hug him. He was a little standoffish but hugged me back but began to cry out of intense emotion...it made me sad for him. He looked so different, yet I could see his "Andrew" face that I know so well and knew it was him. He seemed to be about 16=17 years old in this dream.
Jacob seemed to be around 18. Then we began to just hang out at this house with lots of people in this house. There were girlfriends and friends of my boys, and their friends and lots of people that were intermingling with my boys as we were trying to talk about if they wanted to come live with me or come home with me etc.
Then at one point I saw a young, long blonde haired, girl that was hanging around one of my boys alot. I also saw that Jacob was in an Air Force uniform for a split second. This was odd, but showed how grown up he was in this dream. It reminded me how Gramps Hatch (being an Colonel in the Air Force) has offered my boys that if any of them want to be in the Air Force he could write a letter of recommendation for them.
Anyway, then I saw Jacob in a nice tux going to a prom with his friends, a few girls and guys. They were leaving out the property of this large farmy area or house in this dream. So I went back in to talk to Andrew some more. It was an AWESOME dream. I loved it. I was so happy to see and hug them. They were a little standoffish because they didn't know me, but it was so sweet for me to hug them again.
I hope both of them know that they are both welcome to come live with me ANYTIME and that Gramps would give them a letter of recommendation for the Air Force if any of them want to join this Dept. (I kinda would hope not, since a mother NEVER wants to see her kids go into the armed forces!) but it is there for them if they want.
Also, that we would teach them the Real Estate and Construction trade if they loved this field as much as Gramps, Rudy and I do. It is wonderful building, remodeling, and constructing everything. If any of our boys need a place to live or visit, They'd just have to call so we can talk about it since this is always available for them. OR just show up at Gramps house and they would NEVER be turned away!!!
Gramps ONLY lives a few blocks off the I=70 freeway which is the SAME freeway which goes directly into Denver, and would only be a hope skip and a jump from Denver where my boys live, if they ever want to come live or just visit. Just a thought.
They always have options...I hope somehow they know this already.
Gee, Gramps has like a huge house and also 3 homes that are empty and he is trying to rent out or sell...so plenty of room and plenty of LOVE and support around there!!!
We are going to the Manti pageant this summer and should be loads of fun. I sure wish they could join us, since they are welcome.
Just making it clear, that if they wanted to live with us...all they have to do is ask and we would accommodate They would just have to let us know and we will do this for them. We have plans already all worked out.
Anyway, what a NICE dream I had last night....I LOVE nights like this!
I LOVE seeing my boys, even if it is only in these amazing dreams.
Maybe someday my dreams will come true?