Wow, I can hardly believe you are already 20!
I pray that you are happy and well. I love you beyond your wildest dreams.
You are my angel that came into the world when my heart was broken.
You gave my life meaning during a very troubled time. Thank you!
May this day be special all day long and through out this year.
KNOW that I love and miss you and want nothing more than your GREAT success in everything you do in life.
I may not be a very strong person but hopefully someday you will forgive me for not knowing HOW to be there for you when we were kept apart.
Come home soon, Please, so that you can find out that I am not so terrible or such a bad person.
I only want to make you happy!
Just because others do not want us to see each other, in order to punish us through their bitterness, does not mean that these ways are the right thing...I know that our separation has brought pain in you and your brothers life, but believe me when I say that I have tried my very best to be fair in all of our lives...even when I was not allowed to be. ♥
Let's heal all of our hearts...and be kind and compassionate to each other!
Please write or call when you can.
(If you can not do this at this time in your life...no worries, just know that I care deeply for you, your happiness, and for your loved ones)
"Happy Birthday dear college boy of mine. I have never forgotten you on all your special days of the entire year, and think of you often, "Christian Jacob Holler" !!! ♥