First of all, I want to make it clear that these statements I have made are based on the BOOK I have read. Written by a Dr. in Psychology and my personal life experiences. I apologize if I have offended thee, however I will explain why my ex was not suitable for me once I had become confident of myself and no longer needed to be pampered. I was looking for security and true love. I only received security and a good life based on worldly things and events. My ex would only concentrate on making me fulfilled with worldly things and did not care much about my spiritual needs even though he knew I had grown up LDS and this was only a ticking bomb inside of me that someday would explode. Now he knew this. Yet no matter how much I warned him about this, he kept on trying to saturate me into the world so that I would FORGET and not need GOD! I am sorry if this offends you or anyone else, but what I truly needed was to be loved in all angles not only all shapes and forms. This man, Mr. Holler, would make it clear that he only loved and cared for me, YET he really hated many members of my family and behaved just like this towards them. When you truly love someone, first of all it starts with love in your heart...NOT in your pants! The longer I stayed with him the longer I realized his love was truly worldly. I really woke up when he would talk me into doing immoral activity. I realized that he would do this so that I would not leave him and also so that he would be able to have sex outside of the marriage. THIS finally was the last straw for me! And I just had to leave NO matter the consequences, later on I got together with my husband, Mr. Acosta, which is a TRUE man of God and loves me and protects me...NO MATTER what! How do I know this? Well, he loves all of my family members, no matter how nasty they become with him! He is always saying nice things and they then realize that he is truly a loving person, a man of GOD! He tells me that to show his great love for me, that he respects and loves ALL of my family members as well. Mr. Holler on the other hand would cause "hatred", "rivalry", "anger", and the common denominator would always be that I was always at some type of a fight with some family member of mine, including my dear parents!!! I had MONEY with Holler, and freedom of religion BUT I did NOT have a SOUL or a FAMILY. Try to understand, I am NOT saying that he is a bad man...I am simply saying that he was great for me as long as it lasted, once he crossed the line and made me a worldly person, I lost my soul, and I wanted it BACK!!! Is there anything wrong with that? You know, we are NOT all perfect, but come on, give me a break. For anyone to deny themselves...is to DENY the spirit of God that lives within them. Well, this man, Bernd Holler did just that. Made me forget my loving God and his loving son, Jesus Christ that died for us in great pain. Are you the victim like this? Are you being offered a new and better life by someone out there? BUT because of your love for someone in your life, you deny yourself the right and the blessings that are being offered to you? Ask yourself this...pray about it...EVEN if you haven't prayed in a long time. God is always waiting for you to come back to him. I am not religious, Christian or a Jesus Freak. I am simply LDS, meaning I know Truths and Lies! And I never will EVER, no matter what or for whom I will never lose my soul AGAIN!! Please understand I have lots of love in my heart waiting.
~Mother of 6 Handsome Sons.
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