....a child desperately needs someone to hear the guilt and the shame that has lain buried for too long because of the need to survive what was being done to them.
He sent from on high, he took me;
he drew me out of many waters.
He rescued me from my strong enemy
and from those who hated me,
for they were too mighty for me.
They confronted me in the day of my calamity,
but the Lord was my support.
He brought me out into a broad place;
he rescued me, because he delighted in me.
“before pharma sold drugs on TV & after they’ve controlled the media”!
Before the measles vaccine was introduced, it was viewed as a benign illness. This is a clear demonstration of how the media uses manipulative propaganda, hyping it up as though it's the black plague.
Now, watch this ....
When I watched this video below, a flood of memories and emotions came over me!
I am so sorry son, Jacob. As I watched this mother talk about her twin son who stopped talking I KNEW that something similar on less dangerous level, had happened to my son Jacob.
Jacob's last Vaccination was at 6 months old and this is when he DID take a turn and would not talk any more. He went from actually saying or repeating me with the word "mama" to... nothing. He would not talk until near 4 years old.
Thank God I had learned that Vaccinations were dangerous at that same time and had felt the truth of this and STOPPED all vaccinations for my children!!
It was because of this that Jacob had a fighting chance to REGAIN his health and recover over the next many years.
It is ONLY this year, since doing MUCH more research and watching videos of countless testimonies that I am NOW aware of what REALLY happened to my injured son.
I am just sooooo grateful that he was NOT severely injured like SO many other children...and that the rest of my sons were NOT injected. I am sure that Bernd, my husband, was a big part of supporting this truth as he was educated about this as well, and insisted that our children NOT get these dangerous poisons after Jacobs last and final injection at 6 months old.
"DEAR Holler SONS,
Please know (especially Jordan who wants to be a Dr.) that Vaccines are VERY dangerous and the side effects are NOT worth the assumed benefits. In fact it is the opposite. Very little, to no, benefits and a huge risk of life long injuries!
DO YOUR RESEARCH and find out for yourselves!!"
Here is the video I was watching just now that made me KNOW that Jacob had the same symptoms as her twin and then almost the same horrible destiny IF we had NOT stopped just in time.
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VaxXed Tour: Forrest Maready and Dr. Suzanne Humphries
Is it Elder Holler with his brother Andrew Holler??
Sure looks like it!! Nope. However, it is Elder Alex Holler with Elder Booth from West Valley Utah.
Alex's favorite Mission Companion so far, he says. I can probably guess why.
Someone looks VERY happy 😁
Hey Family and friends
Wow another week and another transfer has already passed. It has already come the time to know if I change or stay here. Wednesday night we were in the house of a few member and the president of the mission called us. He spoke with me and told me the big news............. and I will now be going to..............................................................hahahah want to know?????................................................
Okay............................................I am going to ARGENTINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will be going to Santa Ana, Misiones Argentina. I will be there as District Lider, and even more, I will be training a newbie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wow I am sooo happy. Was a giant surprise. That's just about all the news of the week.
I am doing wonderful. We will be traveling today. That's why I am writing early. We will be traveling today and tomorrow I will cross to Argentina. How crazy. Welll. Another news is that last Saturday we had a baptism. Gabriel was baptized. I sent some photos of that and my comp. Was a nice baptism. Was in the river. He is the brother of a few members.
That's just about all the news. I love you guys. Hope you have a great week.
Love Elder Holler
I, Lisa, appreciate what Edward has to say about this video;
"I have worked closely with Theresa over the past 3 years as we develop studies for her AVM0703 and she is the real thing. She works tirelessly and is driven like no other researcher I have worked with in the past. Our world is blessed to have Theresa here and I think bucking the system and challenging "the man" is how we keep moving science forward. Think about Semmelweis who had the radical idea of washing your hands before surgery or even Max Planck who gave us quantum physics. Both were considered nuts and shunned by their profession. Now, we think it is insane not to wash your hands or to use the Planck constant in any physics formulation. Think different, be different and make a difference! ( I just came up with this, maybe I should tm it. ) LOL."
THANKS Micky, for sharing this one with me....loved it ♥
There is NOTHING wrong with being full of kindness and LOVE ♥ for your follow human beings...male and/or female.
This long, lost, holy attribute of deep Christ-like Love, does NOT make you GAY!
Don't confuse these feelings of love for others as the wrong thing, as society would love to have you do, so that you fall and suffer.
Here is a wonderful way an intelligent man has described how we should behave, no matter if we are sure of ourselves, or confused with gender identity or attraction for the same gender....
♥ CHASTITY, at all times, is the KEY!
Once we cross that line, no matter what we think, feel or do, and whether with the same sex or opposite sex, we have begun the fall.
For many years....14 to be exact....my children have been unable to receive MOST of their gifts from their loving mother, me. These Christmas's, birthday's, etc. are not allowed by their father to reach them. A few have slipped in, from time to time, but the majority of them, not. This is a sad affair.
Oh I've tried! However, because they come from 'ME', my ex will not allow my sons to know and feel how deeply LOVED they are by someone who thinks about them, cares about them, and really eternally loves them from the depths of her soul.
However, now that they are adults, it is NOW their choice to receive these blessings...if they so desire.
Not so much 'FROM me', but from the Universe who wants to bless them. When I am inspired...I act upon this.
Then it is up to them.
They are now free to accept or reject them. It makes their father pleased to see them 'reject' them (me in their eyes) and to see them carry on his bitter, and callous heart.
If only they knew that they were NEVER rejected or disrespected. Not even their father, Bernd. Only his worldly ways, his worldly goals and the demons he entertained(s).
Goals should be 'eternal', not worldly. They, personally, have always been loved. If only they knew.
They refuse to believe that GOD, the Universe, their Spiritual relatives like Oma and Opa Holler, Oma and Opa Smith and the many Hatch ancestors really DO exist, and watch over them, and WANT to bless them. Even their brother Michael !
Please, Pray that at this special time of year...they will Let Go of their fears and KNOW that they are LOVED!!
As with all alienated mothers, the Holidays hit us the hardest!
We dream of times when our children were small and full of innocence and love.
We pray deeply that someday it will be like this again. That they remember where REAL love can be found.
I may not be a perfect mother, but at least I have genuine and sincere love in my heart (and always have) for ALL my children. As a female, I am sad that my sons will never experience this for themselves.
(This sweet video below describes my EXACT feelings each time I first met and held one of my babies!! I just love it ♥
Amazingly, I still feel this same awe and wonder for their tender souls.)
*If my children want to 'KNOW' and 'FEEL' what it was like for ME, to meet, and hold, each one of them for the first time.....
just take a peek at this little girl and her expressions....
I can SOOOOO relate! ♥
(awe, the price of love)
We had a great time at the Joseph Town Fall Carnival this year. Yummy food, good friends, and happy times.
This Halloween week we also went to a big Fiesta dinner where they played, and we watched, the fun movie called "Coco"!
What an adorable, and fun movie about how Special FAMILY truly is. ♥ ♥ ♥
Happy Halloween everyone...especially the Holler boys!
We will miss you as always.
Have a fun and safe night 🎃
~Mother of 6 Handsome Sons.
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