...however, hopefully with 'Forgiveness'
...ALL healing is possible, even if it leaves scars!
Take a Listen
This Facebook clip is a great demonstration of how Anger destroys,
...however, hopefully with 'Forgiveness'
...ALL healing is possible, even if it leaves scars!
Take a Listen
Dear Austin...you once told me (when you were little) that you saw a Ghost (of a skeleton) at the foot of your bed at Oma and Opas house in Ojai, CA. when you were a small boy.
I believed you ...I knew you were telling me the truth. I encouraged you to tell me more!
I encourage you to tell me more today!
Dear Jordan, ...you once told me that you could Spiritually see thru walls. You told me in Mentone, CA. that you could see into the other rooms while being in your bedroom.
I believed you...I encouraged you to tell me more! Tell me more now!
Dear Jacob, ...you once were SO excited to learn of Jesus (Yeshua). When I would take you to Primary class your face lite up and you were so happy. Your own big book of Scriptures, from the Missionary who baptized you, was your precious treasure.
You taught me that your love for your mother (me) was MORE than what you felt in return. I thought about this for years..and listened. I believe you, and encourage you to tell me more today!
Dear Andrew....you once told me, when you were two, and could barely talk, that I was NOT suppose to lose my temper and be angry (which was rare) when I disciplined you, my sweet innocent child. I was immediately deeply affected and could see that you were wise beyond any adult.
It taught me to be tender and kind. I believe you, and encourage you to tell me more today!
Alexander, you once had the same experience as Nathan Wheeler when you were 9 years old....and now I know what it is called.
Here is a wonderful and enlightened man, Peter Anthony, telling his Testimony of Spiritual events, similar to yours...please listen. (It's not very long)
I bet you'd like to hear from Cheryl....
Here is the next video from Nathan Wheeler if you are interested.
In this video, you will see Nathan describe his early years.
I find it amazing that he and my son Jacob Holler had the exact same difficulty reading and writing etc.
I wonder, often, how MUCH MORE they have in common!
His is another video of Nathan's upbringing and his Spiritual experience which led him on his Journey. Please watch.
Also, if you'd like to see all of them...go to;
These get better and better.
You'll enjoy this one! More to come...
TITLE: "The Oath God Made With Me" - MY TESTIMONIAL VIDEO #1 of 10 VIDEO DESCRIPTION: It talks about the single most defining moment of my life. The day I fully understood the absolute certainty of my mortality and the oath I made with God to find the truth about, Life after death, God, Heaven and Hell.
These are incredibly informational, inspirational, and amazing testimonial videos by Nathan Wheeler.
I encourage you to watch them!!
I will post each one after I have personally watched them, so that you may enjoy them too.
You can also watch all of them on You Tube too.
However, like Nathan says....don't skip through them...watch them in ORDER. (even some videos of his have part B and C, so watch for that)
That way you don't miss Vital information!!
As I watch this first video that this man explains his NDE...and the others to follow this one, I can't help but think of many stories that my children told me as they were growing up. Austin, Jordan, Jacob, Andrew and Alexander. They all had a story or two, or more, of the same experiences that this man had.
(If they don't remember, they can always ask me, when they're ready)
When they would share things with me, I would always believe them, encourage them, and make them feel that they could tell me anything.
Some of their experiences MATCH what this man has to say in some of experiences he shares, in his upcoming videos of his life experiences.
They too have had some VERY spiritual experiences that were very amazing too. They may not remember now...but maybe they will when they watch this video....and the ones to follow.
AWESOME videos! VERY enlightening and educational too!
Let's start with the Introduction Video below...
(more to come)
"Don't make me close one more door, I don't want to hurt anymore....Stay in my arms, if you dare....must I imagine you there?"
Children...I NEVER abandoned you...like you have been led to believe! However, who NOW is abandoning who? ~ ....remember I am not like your aggressive dad...I, instead, have a soft, shy and patient personality....this is not the same thing as abandonment. I have ALWAYS been here for you with open arms AND open doors. You've ALWAYS been welcome AND wanted!!! ~ I simply could not fight the demons and lies your dad throws my way to stop our contact...so I've waited patiently for YOU to do the right thing and come home. No one is asking you for a million dollars...or for something you can NOT do...just a little respect and a kind word or two. ~ Hoping, praying and crying.... that it is sooner.... rather than later. ** ~ If not now....WHEN?
Aren't you getting ANY of my emails? I've sent many to email addresses that I am not sure are even yours...
I'm so sad that you and your brothers won't respond back. I don't need much from you, other than a simple Hello, how you doing?
I know you and your brothers are convinced that I abandoned you but don't you know YET that I never did!! Is that why you refuse to talk to me?? WHY is everything always blamed on ME?? Having a parent that does NOT allow you to love your other REAL parent is SO unfair.
I always believed and still do that children need BOTH parents and parents which are KIND and respectful to each other!!
I know you Holler boys can DO IT !!!
Sister Bowman knows the story of what 'really happened' those many years ago...and she has told me that she would be happy to write it down for you and send it to you! (as a second witness) Even Sister Amy Strong can testify of this too!
It is time to clear up all the lies you and your brothers have lived with for so long!!
I have been waiting day in and day out for 14 year for you and I to have contact again!!!!
Now you are an adult and we can have a nice mother/son relationship that we deserve. Without others in the way.
I am your biggest fan and I only want to be kind to you, talk to you, just a little, and be here for you whenever you need.
IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?
I have wanted this from the day you were conceived!! I sacrificed years and years of my personal comfort, life, soul, body and being... for you and your success. Please don't shut me out. I NEVER DID to you!! (can't you comprehend this?) (won't you comprehend this?)
Like I said...I don't want much. Just to talk to you every once in a while.
EVEN a one sentence email or text to your dear ole mom, would make me so happy.
It's your birth day soon...The day I BROUGHT YOU into this World...not anyone else did!!.......Please let me wish you a happy one?
PLEASE contact me soon. Even if it is just to tell me HOW you are!!?? Promise, I don't want anything from you....JUST to hear your voice, and to talk just a bit. That can't be so bad, can it? I promise I have NO ill intentions ♥ ever!
I ONLY want to make YOU, ANDREW.... HAPPY ♥
Thanks dear little one ♥ I KNOW you can BE BRAVE!!
Love and blessings sent your way... always....
Love forever, Mom
It is called Melancolie. And it is heartbreakingly beautiful.
The artwork created by Albert György (living in Switzerland, but born in Romania) can be found in Geneva in a small park on the promenade (Quai du Mont Blanc) along the shore of Lake Geneva.
Millions (more than 11 million people) have viewed it from Facebook, so we wanted to take a few moments and share more about the sculpture and artist.
György was born in Romania in 1949. He lived in isolation and sadness after his first wife died, so he understands grief. He was given what he calls in reports – a second slope of his life where he is able to enjoy freedom.
The sculptor developed a special alloy of copper and tin which he used for his work.
His work is revered by many and I found this quote about his work – “In its complexity and diversity, the visionary art of Albert György testifies to a personal dialectic between suffering and happiness. Nothing decorative or talkative in this game of creative tension leading to a living alloy, imbued with the purest necessity.”
The incredible, heartbreaking artwork is extremely touching and very emotional. Reading the comments on the Facebook Post are heartbreaking and show the power of love. A mother’s love. A father’s love. Grandparent’s love. Love of siblings, friends and strangers. The thought of losing a child is unimaginable – but for many, it’s all too real and some have written that this sculpture depicts how they feel – an emptiness. John Maddox wrote,
“We may look as if we carry on with our lives as before. We may even have times of joy and happiness. Everything may seem “normal”. But THIS, “Emptiness” is how we all feel…all the time.”
When your world is brightened and blessed by the joyful presence of a child....Your heart becomes more full of love than you could have ever imagined....As the months and years pass, memories are made that are more precious and valuable than anything...they touch your very soul ...
But....When the child is abruptly ripped from your life and you are alienated from them...The pain and sadness is indescribable and crippling at times....The waves of heartache roll through your spirit with such dreadful force....
To any parent reading this... Please don't ever keep your child from a family member that they have a close bond and loving relationship with... It's cruel, unfair, and just wronger than almost anything else anyone could do to another person.
Becoming Who You Are in Today's World ~by David W. Hart
You'll LOVE this short talk on being Excellent!!
(I recognize that all my Holler sons are losing themselves in excelling and making extra efforts to apply their uniqueness. )
♥I LOVE THIS about them ♥
Happy New Years Eve
Just a quiet day here at home in Utah this weekend...thinking about all of you Holler young men, and the New Year 2018 ahead.
*May you all make it a generous, fantastic and a successful year.
Love, and best wishes, from the bottom of my heart, to all of the Holler boys,
(my prides and JOYS, even the ones I have no contact with)
Your little brother Alex is on his two year Mission to Argentina. We got to talk to him on Skype for Christmas, and it reminded me of his brothers.
In a nut shell, I would say that we all belong together.
Lisa, Alex, and I, with all of you, once in a while, visiting, would be nice.
Maybe we could let love soften our hearts.
Love you guys always, happy new years 2018
Having a quiet night at home with my hunky hubby, for New Years Eve 2017.
~Mother of 6 Handsome Sons.
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