Those that help us grow and stretch ourselves into Greater beings. Become MORE, than when we came to Earth with.
Now that my youngest son, Alexander, if finally out on his own (on a Mission where they watch out for him) my responsibility of Motherhood worrying is becoming much lighter these days. (notice I did not say less work)
Yes, we always worry and care for our offspring, even when they are 50 years old. However now that my children, (all young men) are all out on their own, a great burden of worry has started to disappear from my life.
It is very wonderful.
My son, Alex, came into this world with a powerful spirit to 'divide'. To divide that which is NOT spiritually connected. It worked with his biological dad, Bernd and I. It was God's way of saving me...or all of us. So he must learn to use it wisely.
I don't think it was unintentional that Alex was 'sent' by his dad, Bernd, to Rudy and I. However difficult Alex was to deal with while we raised him, God was with us, and we were able to handle this extremely amazing, rambunctious child. No matter how much division he brought into our home, the lasting truth is that he could not divide Rudy and I, because we are Eternal soulmates and our union is one of a spiritual nature. (based on no time or space) A relationship that are connected on a deep spiritual level. NOT just a physical level. Raising children is no picnic, (even if there are great rewards) but we showed ourselves and the world around us that yes indeed our marriage was and is eternal.
Brother Acosta did not come into mine and my children's lives just to 'rescue' me from physical demises that Bernd Holler and others (myself included) were making sure we were going through. Yes, Silvio did help physically save me, in many ways, however, his real purpose was to save me (and my loved ones) spiritually, first and foremost.
(No matter HOW much others do NOT see this, or understand this)
So, you see, over many years as each of my beloved children (sons) have come into adulthood, able to receive their own personal revelations and inspiration to choose the right and eternal happiness, or not, I have had more and more of that responsibility and worry lifted from my shoulders, and it has made me a more joyful person, finally feeling more and more at peace.
I have just been feeling more of this lately, now that Alex is out of the 'nest', so I thought I would share this JOY or tell others about it today.
Sometimes I beat myself up, and wish I had done more to teach my children how to keep their bodies clean, holy, and unspotted from the world, and how to keep their minds protected and full of truth ever learning more light and eternal knowledge....but I did my best with what I was given, and with what small avenues I was allowed to teach them, and I hope and pray it will be enough for them to choose the right and live exemplary lives. Only time will tell.
This glorious Autumn season is bringing me great joy and I am deeply grateful for it and for my life.
(This unusually warm weather we've had all month hasn't hurt either) 😉
Today, is Veterans day, where we celebrate those who SERVED to protect us and make us FREE to live lives of freedom and amazing goodness.
The one greatest Veteran I can think of on this wonderful day, is my Mother!
My mother, although did not serve in the 'armed' service, was not only born on this day of Nov. 11th, but boy was she ever a drill Sargent kind of parent, with all of us 8 children, if I've ever seen one. (not to forget that my dad is an awesome colonel in the Air Force too)
She was strict, kept her ship (home) spotless, and all of us in order... just like a General. She was classy, organized, and a good example all around of one who fought for righteousness all the days of her life!!
I am so proud to have come from such a GREAT lady, indeed.
To this day, I can feel her presence working hard to protect, watch over, and guide us, and her grandchildren.
Happy Birthday (and Veterans day) Mom, in Heaven (the spirit world around us), we love and miss you. 😘
Yesterday, I went to my local post office and met a very old man all dressed in his best Military uniform. We talked a bit. He said that close by, at the Park, they were going to have a Veteran Program starting soon. So, I headed over there and this is what I found. Within 20 mins, a program started with laying a big rose wreath at the headstone, with children singing etc., planes flying overhead, and some of the best feelings this weekend. (Rudy missed it). It was very cool.
( "Happy Veterans day to my children. Please honor those who sacrificed so much in life to help us be free. Freedom and your lives were and never are free.")
(Luckily I had my camera with me, so this is some of it below)
Stay TRUE to the cause....
Justice, Truth and Freedom!