Tell the world I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away
All the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits
And they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the world that I'm coming
Happy 22nd Birthday
to my 5th son, Andrew!!
I've been out all morning getting a car fixed and running errands, so early this morning I wrote him a birthday email (if he even gets them? who knows?) and I wished him a very "happy day", even though he was born around 10pm at night, on July 20th, 1997. 🥳
I've been thinking of him ALLLLLL day!
( 🤨 he should go see the movie Aladdin for his birthday...gee, wish I could send him tickets, OR take him myself, even better)
I hope he has a SAFE and fun day and evening with his friends, celebrating the day I brought him into this world and he brightened out lives by 10 fold!!! ♥
Come home soon, sweet angel 😇 (at the very least send me your address so that I can send you a birthday card and/or gift?)
People who have watched Nathan Wheelers NDE, have asked questions about WHAT WAS IT LIKE?
Here is his short video that explains much in an excellent way.
I highly recommend this testimony for the Holler boys...it applies to them SOOOOO much...they will understand when they watch it ♥
Watch it before AND after you watch his other videos. It is awesome!
This is a short version of his understanding of 'God' 'Heaven' 'Spirit World' etc.
NOT RELIGION....in fact he explains that he is not a part of ANY religion
Take a look....
In this video, you will see Nathan describe his early years.
I find it amazing that he and my son Jacob Holler had the exact same difficulty reading and writing etc.
I wonder, often, how MUCH MORE they have in common!
His is another video of Nathan's upbringing and his Spiritual experience which led him on his Journey. Please watch.
Also, if you'd like to see all of them...go to;
These get better and better.
You'll enjoy this one! More to come...
TITLE: "The Oath God Made With Me" - MY TESTIMONIAL VIDEO #1 of 10 VIDEO DESCRIPTION: It talks about the single most defining moment of my life. The day I fully understood the absolute certainty of my mortality and the oath I made with God to find the truth about, Life after death, God, Heaven and Hell.
These are incredibly informational, inspirational, and amazing testimonial videos by Nathan Wheeler.
I encourage you to watch them!!
I will post each one after I have personally watched them, so that you may enjoy them too.
You can also watch all of them on You Tube too.
However, like Nathan says....don't skip through them...watch them in ORDER. (even some videos of his have part B and C, so watch for that)
That way you don't miss Vital information!!
As I watch this first video that this man explains his NDE...and the others to follow this one, I can't help but think of many stories that my children told me as they were growing up. Austin, Jordan, Jacob, Andrew and Alexander. They all had a story or two, or more, of the same experiences that this man had.
(If they don't remember, they can always ask me, when they're ready)
When they would share things with me, I would always believe them, encourage them, and make them feel that they could tell me anything.
Some of their experiences MATCH what this man has to say in some of experiences he shares, in his upcoming videos of his life experiences.
They too have had some VERY spiritual experiences that were very amazing too. They may not remember now...but maybe they will when they watch this video....and the ones to follow.
AWESOME videos! VERY enlightening and educational too!
Let's start with the Introduction Video below...
(more to come)
You are officially 7,671 days old !!
Dearest Andrew, my loving son. I hope that you celebrate YOU today! You are very special and my pride and joy. I wish I could tell you "I love YOU, and I am so thankful you were born" in person and give you a big big big hug ♥ I will just have to leave you a video message instead.
I will be thinking of you all day, as I have done every birthday for the past 14 years.
Please come home soon...I miss you so very much.
Happy 21st Birthday!!!
Aren't you getting ANY of my emails? I've sent many to email addresses that I am not sure are even yours...
I'm so sad that you and your brothers won't respond back. I don't need much from you, other than a simple Hello, how you doing?
I know you and your brothers are convinced that I abandoned you but don't you know YET that I never did!! Is that why you refuse to talk to me?? WHY is everything always blamed on ME?? Having a parent that does NOT allow you to love your other REAL parent is SO unfair.
I always believed and still do that children need BOTH parents and parents which are KIND and respectful to each other!!
I know you Holler boys can DO IT !!!
Sister Bowman knows the story of what 'really happened' those many years ago...and she has told me that she would be happy to write it down for you and send it to you! (as a second witness) Even Sister Amy Strong can testify of this too!
It is time to clear up all the lies you and your brothers have lived with for so long!!
I have been waiting day in and day out for 14 year for you and I to have contact again!!!!
Now you are an adult and we can have a nice mother/son relationship that we deserve. Without others in the way.
I am your biggest fan and I only want to be kind to you, talk to you, just a little, and be here for you whenever you need.
IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?
I have wanted this from the day you were conceived!! I sacrificed years and years of my personal comfort, life, soul, body and being... for you and your success. Please don't shut me out. I NEVER DID to you!! (can't you comprehend this?) (won't you comprehend this?)
Like I said...I don't want much. Just to talk to you every once in a while.
EVEN a one sentence email or text to your dear ole mom, would make me so happy.
It's your birth day soon...The day I BROUGHT YOU into this World...not anyone else did!!.......Please let me wish you a happy one?
PLEASE contact me soon. Even if it is just to tell me HOW you are!!?? Promise, I don't want anything from you....JUST to hear your voice, and to talk just a bit. That can't be so bad, can it? I promise I have NO ill intentions ♥ ever!
I ONLY want to make YOU, ANDREW.... HAPPY ♥
Thanks dear little one ♥ I KNOW you can BE BRAVE!!
Love and blessings sent your way... always....
Love forever, Mom
When your world is brightened and blessed by the joyful presence of a child....Your heart becomes more full of love than you could have ever imagined....As the months and years pass, memories are made that are more precious and valuable than anything...they touch your very soul ...
But....When the child is abruptly ripped from your life and you are alienated from them...The pain and sadness is indescribable and crippling at times....The waves of heartache roll through your spirit with such dreadful force....
To any parent reading this... Please don't ever keep your child from a family member that they have a close bond and loving relationship with... It's cruel, unfair, and just wronger than almost anything else anyone could do to another person.
Happy 2nd Birthday little bubbie!
On this fun album page, front and back, there are lots of photos of our fun family Birthday Party for Andrew Holler turning 2 many years ago !!
Due to privacy...I have sent this page full of fun photos to Andrew and his brothers and family by email.
If I do not have an email address for you, and you did not see them...please ask your family members to forward it to you.
"I love you Andrew, more than the sun, moon and stars. ♥"
~Mother of 6 Handsome Sons.
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