♥ This is one of my favorite songs, by Janice Kapp Perry
so, I put it together with my favorite photos, by Greg Olsen.
Dear Austin...you once told me (when you were little) that you saw a Ghost (of a skeleton) at the foot of your bed at Oma and Opas house in Ojai, CA. when you were a small boy.
I believed you ...I knew you were telling me the truth. I encouraged you to tell me more!
I encourage you to tell me more today!
Dear Jordan, ...you once told me that you could Spiritually see thru walls. You told me in Mentone, CA. that you could see into the other rooms while being in your bedroom.
I believed you...I encouraged you to tell me more! Tell me more now!
Dear Jacob, ...you once were SO excited to learn of Jesus (Yeshua). When I would take you to Primary class your face lite up and you were so happy. Your own big book of Scriptures, from the Missionary who baptized you, was your precious treasure.
You taught me that your love for your mother (me) was MORE than what you felt in return. I thought about this for years..and listened. I believe you, and encourage you to tell me more today!
Dear Andrew....you once told me, when you were two, and could barely talk, that I was NOT suppose to lose my temper and be angry (which was rare) when I disciplined you, my sweet innocent child. I was immediately deeply affected and could see that you were wise beyond any adult.
It taught me to be tender and kind. I believe you, and encourage you to tell me more today!
Alexander, you once had the same experience as Nathan Wheeler when you were 9 years old....and now I know what it is called.
Here is a wonderful and enlightened man, Peter Anthony, telling his Testimony of Spiritual events, similar to yours...please listen. (It's not very long)
I bet you'd like to hear from Cheryl....
Here is the next video from Nathan Wheeler if you are interested.
Here is another photo Album page of the Holler family in the final days of 1999!
We are up to page 8 of this large Album.
Lately I've been emailing online messages to the Holler boys of personal material or subject matters. I am not sure if they even get these, as I only guessed about most of their addresses.
Also, I send goodies or gifts in the mail to addresses that I only hope that they live there? Who knows, but at least I try.
Regardless, I hope they are enjoying all these correspondences and gifts.
So, here I will continue to post Photo Album pages of their childhood, hoping that they visit and remember these special days and years of when they were babies, toddlers, and young children.
Such FUN and happy memories ♥
On the front above, you see that it is Christmas at the Holler home in St. George Utah. Dec 1999. Baby Alexander is overwhelmed by all the lights, sounds and the fact that we put a bow on his head for a quick photo op. He didn't like that so much.
Also, the camera was taking blurry photos... or me the photographer was NOT good at taking clear ones. Pretty sure it was me. lol
On the back side of this Christmas 1999 time you see toddler Andrew Sterling! Such an adorable baby boy!! He is still being potty trained so he is running around the house half the day in the buff. I couldn't help but take a photo of him while he is enjoying his cereal on the kitchen table. Then he drinks the rice milk from his bowl through his funny wiggly straw.
So CUTE ♥
Close ups below...
People who have watched Nathan Wheelers NDE, have asked questions about WHAT WAS IT LIKE?
Here is his short video that explains much in an excellent way.
I highly recommend this testimony for the Holler boys...it applies to them SOOOOO much...they will understand when they watch it ♥
Watch it before AND after you watch his other videos. It is awesome!
This is a short version of his understanding of 'God' 'Heaven' 'Spirit World' etc.
NOT RELIGION....in fact he explains that he is not a part of ANY religion
Take a look....
In this video, you will see Nathan describe his early years.
I find it amazing that he and my son Jacob Holler had the exact same difficulty reading and writing etc.
I wonder, often, how MUCH MORE they have in common!
His is another video of Nathan's upbringing and his Spiritual experience which led him on his Journey. Please watch.
Also, if you'd like to see all of them...go to;
These get better and better.
You'll enjoy this one! More to come...
TITLE: "The Oath God Made With Me" - MY TESTIMONIAL VIDEO #1 of 10 VIDEO DESCRIPTION: It talks about the single most defining moment of my life. The day I fully understood the absolute certainty of my mortality and the oath I made with God to find the truth about, Life after death, God, Heaven and Hell.
These are incredibly informational, inspirational, and amazing testimonial videos by Nathan Wheeler.
I encourage you to watch them!!
I will post each one after I have personally watched them, so that you may enjoy them too.
You can also watch all of them on You Tube too.
However, like Nathan says....don't skip through them...watch them in ORDER. (even some videos of his have part B and C, so watch for that)
That way you don't miss Vital information!!
As I watch this first video that this man explains his NDE...and the others to follow this one, I can't help but think of many stories that my children told me as they were growing up. Austin, Jordan, Jacob, Andrew and Alexander. They all had a story or two, or more, of the same experiences that this man had.
(If they don't remember, they can always ask me, when they're ready)
When they would share things with me, I would always believe them, encourage them, and make them feel that they could tell me anything.
Some of their experiences MATCH what this man has to say in some of experiences he shares, in his upcoming videos of his life experiences.
They too have had some VERY spiritual experiences that were very amazing too. They may not remember now...but maybe they will when they watch this video....and the ones to follow.
AWESOME videos! VERY enlightening and educational too!
Let's start with the Introduction Video below...
(more to come)
I've never been a big religious person.
My children think so...because they have not learned the difference between Religion vs. Spirituality.
I appreciate religion, organized religion, like the well-known LDS Church because it is a vehicle which brings truth, light and knowledge to those floundering in the dark to those who NEED it, as long as you have your own judgement on these truths you will learn there. In fact this religion encourages you to do so!
More truth to be found there, than any other source on Earth. (Notice I said, 'On Earth')
However, after learning much truth in places that are engineered to bring light to a darkened world, it is always during, then and afterwards, upmost important to get this Light, Truth, and further Knowledge on your own, from your God, the Universe, the Spirit world...what ever term you'd like to attach to it.
No matter WHAT you call it...it IS REAL.
From your own inner Spirit which is in touch with this connection, getting it YOUR way, and/or also known as The Holy Ghost.
Because the world is full of diverse avenues of lies, truths, 1/2 truths, truths mixed with lies.... and visa versa.
HOW in the world would you, could you, ever know the difference??
First and foremost, you MUST be a clean vessel or clean Temple...for good to enter into you and/or reside IN you, dwell there...stay there...interact WITH you. Understand?
Your body, mind, spirit (or Soul) MUST be clean!
Just like you would NOT put your yummy meals or drinks on 'dirty dishes'...or eat off the dirt....so too, your body and mind MUST BE a clean environment for you to have good, clean, wholesome thoughts, ideas, communications, functionings and/or to be able to work right!
Now that we have established the Obvious (Captain Obvious)
Lets move on to how to accomplish this.
This is a step that MOST, or almost ALL people, teachers or guides, sadly forget to teach people...teach YOU... or tell ME.
So, you search for answers on your own, in life...on this critical step.
I know I did.
I was open minded enough to search for answers, find answers, not reject answers, and then apply these answers to see IF they would work and were REAL.
Sure enough I found it decades ago...
Recently a girlfriend of mine was learning her own truths and was kind enough to share them with me. They were things that I had heard before and enjoyed hearing again. The point is, that these thoughts reminded me that MANY years ago, I had read a text that was VERY enlightening, to say the least.
I could NOT remember the Name of this text. Just that I knew I had Learned TONS from it. That is was exceptional. I quickly said a prayer in my mind and heart...sincerely asking if I could please remember this amazing text or its name.
Soon one word came to my mind and soul... "Essene"
I went to the computer and typed in Essene and sure enough...up popped the book (only 64 pages) called ~
" The Essene Gospel of Peace, Book 1"
"A most interesting and delightful little book. It was discovered in the Vatican library and appears to be a genuine manuscript written at the time of Christ or shortly thereafter. It was translated into English by Edmond Bordeaux Szekely.
This book is about the healing miracles and general healing work of Jesus of Nazareth and other Essenes, who were a holy order of which Jesus was a part, at least for a while in his lifetime. He studied their methods and learned how to heal people using food, water, air, sunshine and other simple means that were available to the people of the day. "
I read this short book long ago, (and am re-reading it today) and was amazed at what I learned. Amazed that I had not been taught this before in my lifetime.
It made sense. It rang true to my mind and heart.
So I applied His Teachings...and THEY WORKED.
I DID feel clean. I did feel like I could MORE readily gather more light and truth based on the fact that I was a clean filter.
( p.s. Clean filter does not always mean that you will get good messages. You must know this. It goes both ways, so be very careful!)
Things MUST be weighed out in your MIND and HEART.
NOT just your Heart.
NOT just you Mind.
...but a combo of both. Having NO confusion. Understand?
Anyway...someone conveniently put a good portion of these amazing truths online for you or I to read for free...and listen to it for free also, on a Youtube video. If you like.
I will leave these links here. I highly encourage you (and my children) to read it...or listen to it.
It is worth its weight in gold, as they say!!
~Mother of 6 Handsome Sons.
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