What does this mean?
Have you ever given it any thought that perhaps you have put yourself in bondage? Thinking that by not having any contact with me, you have set yourselves 'free' ?
Don't you think that both your dad and I have always tried to control your most inner thoughts, yet, actually causing you to have 'bondage'? Rather than freedom?
I mean think about it, just about every time I hear or see your life activities, they seem to be as if you were having the freedom that I have been having. You all seem to be having this wondrous freedom from God and the world itself, happy go lucky I would call it.
But yet, your persona shows quit the opposite. You seemed to have always blamed me for not having 'this', not having had 'that', got cheated out of a mother, therefore having been cheated out of life itself.
How sweet it is, to be able to blame, 'me' for 'your' Hell, or you could also call it, your bondage.
WHY am I writing you this??
I think it's mostly because I feel it's TIME, for all of you, to be free and let yourselves Go.
What does that mean?
How do you really know that your Dad's perception about me is 'true and correct'?
I mean think about it, if I were soooo horridly terrible and was to blame for YOU not having had a Mother, than why is it the complete opposite for your little brother Alexander?
Why is his world full of love, attention, and most of all a world of 'freedom' to choose and be Happy with a righteous loving Mother such as myself?
What makes 'you' right? and him wrong?
I think it is time that YOU find out for yourselves.
Neither your dad Bernd nor your mom Lisa are in the 'right or wrong'. . . .we're just 'Your Parents' and I know (as well as so do you) that it is TIME to
'get out of bondage'.
Love you guys ♥♥♥