Aren't you getting ANY of my emails? I've sent many to email addresses that I am not sure are even yours...
I'm so sad that you and your brothers won't respond back. I don't need much from you, other than a simple Hello, how you doing?
I know you and your brothers are convinced that I abandoned you but don't you know YET that I never did!! Is that why you refuse to talk to me?? WHY is everything always blamed on ME?? Having a parent that does NOT allow you to love your other REAL parent is SO unfair.
I always believed and still do that children need BOTH parents and parents which are KIND and respectful to each other!!
I know you Holler boys can DO IT !!!
Sister Bowman knows the story of what 'really happened' those many years ago...and she has told me that she would be happy to write it down for you and send it to you! (as a second witness) Even Sister Amy Strong can testify of this too!
It is time to clear up all the lies you and your brothers have lived with for so long!!
I have been waiting day in and day out for 14 year for you and I to have contact again!!!!
Now you are an adult and we can have a nice mother/son relationship that we deserve. Without others in the way.
I am your biggest fan and I only want to be kind to you, talk to you, just a little, and be here for you whenever you need.
IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?
I have wanted this from the day you were conceived!! I sacrificed years and years of my personal comfort, life, soul, body and being... for you and your success. Please don't shut me out. I NEVER DID to you!! (can't you comprehend this?) (won't you comprehend this?)
Like I said...I don't want much. Just to talk to you every once in a while.
EVEN a one sentence email or text to your dear ole mom, would make me so happy.
It's your birth day soon...The day I BROUGHT YOU into this World...not anyone else did!!.......Please let me wish you a happy one?
PLEASE contact me soon. Even if it is just to tell me HOW you are!!?? Promise, I don't want anything from you....JUST to hear your voice, and to talk just a bit. That can't be so bad, can it? I promise I have NO ill intentions ♥ ever!
I ONLY want to make YOU, ANDREW.... HAPPY ♥
Thanks dear little one ♥ I KNOW you can BE BRAVE!!
Love and blessings sent your way... always....
Love forever, Mom