Welcome to page 19.
(I hope that my children who were sent the last Page 18 were able to share these pics with their brothers and those who were unable to receive them privately.)
On this page, I only pasted the large beautiful photos, which I already cropped and will post individually here today. June 1999
(Video Description of each photo, below.
*When it appears to be over...wait, there's more...)
Vivid Dreams - These aerial photos above, remind me of what I saw in a dream once.
Dreams are funny things.
They can be illusive, vivid, nonsensical, a warning, fading, slightly recalled....to very memorable and impressionable!
Years ago, I had a vivid dream.
One that stood out and was very memorable but I didn't know what it was all about.
I recently was reminded of this same dream, almost every detail, but WHY?
This is how the dream went, from what I can remember....
All of a sudden, in my dream I was flying. Being carried in the sky. I remember thinking "Wow, my feet are not touching anything, I'm flying, I love flying, I love this" ....I was moving in a North Western direction, but where was I going?”
I was still flying in the clouds when all of a sudden appeared the Northern California coast.
I recognized it immediately because I know it very well.
Then, from an aerial view, appeared the Coastline of San Francisco bay and surrounding coastline, and it was on fire! Smoke everywhere!
I instantly knew in my mind where I was.
Then immediately I had a KNOWING enter my body of what I was seeing. I knew in this vivid dream that this area of this land and city of San Francisco had been hit by turmoil. The name San Fran had been impressed in my mind and heart.
My soul or Spirit saw Earthquakes, and recognized there had been bombings, horrible destruction.
I could see destruction was everywhere. WHY was I being shown this?
Upon seeing all this, an overwhelming feeling of grief and sadness swept over me.
In my dream, I got the overwhelming feeling that someone I love (or loved) was down there, in this disaster I was being shown, in this destruction, this horrible mess. But WHO? Great concerned filled my heart.
I knew NO ONE living there.
I remember waking from this dream years ago, and thinking "wow that was strange, why was I shown this, and who was I worried about?"...
and not knowing who, what, or why I felt that I knew someone there in this mess was in danger of being in this major catastrophe!!
So, like many dreams, not knowing, I soon forgot about it.
Even if it was a vivid, heart felt, and easily recalled dream.
(more like a Vision)
~It was just recently, a few weeks ago from today, that upon waking from my sleep, sometime in the night, or early morning, that I recalled this vivid dream all over again. Weird. I didn't dream it again...it just replayed all over again in my mind.
This time after remembering all the destruction I had witness while hovering over all of it, and having that strong feeling overcome me, that someone I loved was in this mess, and thinking again WHY? ...Something struck me!
It was at this time, I said to my self, “What a minute! When I had this dream many years ago, there was no one in the San Francisco area that I loved, no one I knew lived there! No wonder it was brushed off so many years ago...but HEY, TODAY I DO know someone who is there NOW!!!
Someone I love, lives there Today!!! They live there NOW!!"
Years after this dream, why am I being reminded of this?
It gave me reason of concern, based on the sad and intense feelings that had come over me during the first dream I witnessed and felt many years ago.
My immediate feelings, upon recalling this dream just a few weeks ago, was to write this down and share it for my loved one or one(s) to read... for whatever it is worth?
However, while getting ready for the day, I soon forgot this message and my intentions, and went on about my day, not doing as I felt. (I simply forgot. I do that from time to time )
Over the past several weeks I have been reminded of this dream and the importance of writing it down and sharing it, at least one more time.
Again, I forgot to do this, again due to being busy and forgetting.
SO, THIS morning, upon waking again, and again I was reminded of this dream and its importance to write it down and share it. I got right to it!
So, here I am, sharing this with you, right now!!
Take it for what it is worth, to you.
I am (finally) typing it out and sharing it here. I've done my job.
Hoping... that for whatever it is worth, it helps YOU, helps that someone I love, be alert and aware of the potential danger of where they live or work, or go to school. What may or may not be in their future?
This knowledge is for ANYONE else also, but especially for the young man I LOVE so deeply, who lives there today...based on what I know, what I saw, and felt. Was it a foreshadowing of things to come in the physical world? Or Spiritual world? I don't know...but there it is.
Keep close to the promptings you may have from the Spiritual world, and Holy Ghost (or Michael) who protect you!
Listen to the still small voice you have been blessed with.
Thanks everyone, and have a safe, blessed and successful day today and always. ♥ ♥ ♥
♥ Lisa (mom)
Jessica, my sister's oldest daughter (my niece and my sons cousin) is getting married to her sweetheart Dallin McKenzie, in a few days!!
We will go to the SLC LDS Temple to watch them be seal together for all Eternity if they live faithful.
Then we go to their fun reception to celebrate with them afterwards.
We are so happy for her and her wonderful new companion ♥
(Listen to this short commentary on why we cry @ Weddings - Starts at approx. the 16 min. mark) Mute any music, first, that may be automatically playing below.
The wonderful 18th page in my photo album #7, of a family swimming Birthday party, is not posted here.
However, this time, this beautiful page full of fun photos has been sent personally (by email) to my sons directly.
May they enjoy the wonder of these special memories photos, full of good times, FUN and love filled hearts ♥
Recently, since having the flu, I noticed something that I felt impressed to mention here for my friends and family.
My youngest son, Alexander, had complained a bit about how his nose is always stuffed on only one side and it drove him nuts. I told him that this was common for me also. Not much more was discussed about his topic after that.
After having the flu several weeks ago, I have had a bit of mucus linger after the fact. In the early mornings upon waking I notice (not that I haven't in the past) that the side of my nostrils which is nearest to the bed is closed and the one closest to the ceiling is open. If I change positions visa versa my sinus's open or close the same way on the opposite.
Upon pondering this, I concluded that this action was my body's intelligence allowing the side of my nostril which was closed, to keep air from entering so that the cilia along my lungs, esophagus and sinuses could work to move the mucus up into the sinus cavity to allow me to then blow out this un-needed mucus.
If it were to be open, this would defeat the body's work of moving this up and out, because the inhale of breathing would keep it down or stagnant.
I was impressed at how amazing the human body is. If we just quietly contemplate an event or action, we often can understand it meaning or intelligence.
Thus appreciating this miraculous heavenly miracle, called the human body, even more!
(I must share this with my Missionary) ♥
Andrew Holler is actually very intelligent about making things. I was looking at this old photo today and remembered how really impressed I was (and am) of how smart this young man is.
Here, you see a photo of Andrew at 6 years old (first grade) when he was only in elementary school! He had made a model of a village. See the houses and cars? His teacher told me that it was excellent workmanship for his age and she said that he received an 'A' on it!
(No wonder he is learning more Engineer at the wonderful University of Illinois today.)
*Just like his Mama, he loves to 'Create' or 'Make'.
I too like (and actually LOVE) making computer images, art, pop-up cards, models, drafting, engineering and anything crafty when I can and am able. (which is not often these days with my back pain)
side note; When I was in High School, taking the SAT's or ACT (I don't remember which one) and I had to repack or unpack Polyhedron's ( these unpacking of Polyhedras are called Nets. Nets of polyhedra are just 2D objects that wrap around 3D objects)
I had to Identify the net that corresponded to the figure. I noticed that I scored in the top 5% of the Nation for accuracy. (Compared to other High School students my same age taking this same test.) I was pretty excited to learn this.
Appears this creativity/mathematics/making must run in the family ♥
Great job Andrew Sterling!
I love and admire this amazing, intelligent and smart boy of mine ♥ ♥ ♥
On the back side of Page 16 you see that we had decided to go on a California vacation to Knotts Berry Farm, as a family.
We often would go to Cali. with Bernd for a small get away and to go to the Amusement Parks there, with our small kids for loads of fun times. I would have been about 5 months preggers with baby Alexander.
LOTS of cute photos of Austin, Jordan, Jacob and baby Andrew at Knott's Berry Farm Amusement Park. June 1999.
Close ups below...
Do you remember a few photo pages back in this Album, you saw some pics of my good friends from Maui Hawaii?
Coco was having her first baby and she was preggers on the beach, in her bikini, with us, while we were visiting Maui, Hawaii?
Well here, below, she sent us a page of photos of her new baby boy, Trevor.
Looks like he was about 3-4 months old in these pictures below.
He is with his dad, Ben. June 1999
Playing on Beny's surfboard, on the beaches of Maui. Cute.
At home in St. George, Utah for Spring and Summer of 1999.
*LOADS of fun with 4 little adorable boys running around our big home!!
Happy Days = Happy Memories! (May 1999)
Audio narration below!
Close ups below...
(sorry for the blurry pics, my camera sometimes would not co-operate! )
Iguanas Everywhere in Aruba!
So much so, that I included them into many of my photos of this tiny island paradise.
May of 1999, Bernd and Lisa (me) go to ARUBA for a small get-away. (see Video narration)
Although if I had to pick, I would say Hawaii is WAY more beautiful, but this white sand, Crystal clear blue water paradise had its beauty!
Having just found out that we were going to have baby #6 with a house full of BOYS, we were both having a hard time wrapping our brains around this CRAZY news! So, being a good husband, Bernd Holler booked us a FUN trip to this tiny island in the Caribbean, to help us cope.
Video narration above.
Night life and good food, in dutch capitol "Orangestad, Aruba" ....yum!
While snorkeling at Baby Beach, not only did I see lots of colorful fish...I saw a Barracuda a few inches from my mask!
Yikes, I was done with snorkeling after that...haha.
I must admit, this was a very nice vacation!! Bernd and I were best of friends, even under the extreme stress of our circumstances.
Close ups below...
Me! Four months preggers with Alexander. Although this was a high-risk, unplanned pregnancy, I was always SUPER excited about having a little miracle growing inside me and always super excited to see my newest blessing from God! ♥ ♥ I always had FAITH that there was a 'reason' for these kinds of incredible miracles! (regardless of how difficult the journey) ~ Aruba trip, May 1999
On this page 10, you see that the weather in St. George Utah is warming up! So much so that it is time to open up our backyard pool! Yay!
You see Jordan swinging in the background on our jungle gym. Andrew is testing out the pool waters and Jacob too.
You also see baby Andrew trying his best to reach the water fountain in the kitchen for a drink. He could barely reach it. He looks so cute here trying.
On the back page, you see baby Andrew having a bath in Mommy's upstairs tub. Then, you see all three boys ready for bed in their big bunk bed and waiting for mommy to read to them, as I did every night!
Jordan, baby Andrew and Jacob (in front) are all so cute! I love my boys!!
April 1999 St. George, Utah
Close ups below...
Maybe in the future, your gonna come back.....
~Mother of 6 Handsome Sons.
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