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Where are you Andrew?

7/15/2018

Bereaved Parent

Dearest Andrew,
Aren't you getting ANY of my emails? I've sent many to email addresses that I am not sure are even yours...
I'm so sad that you and your brothers won't respond back. I don't need much from you, other than a simple Hello, how you doing?

I know you and your brothers are convinced that I abandoned you but don't you know YET that I never did!! Is that why you refuse to talk to me?? WHY is everything always blamed on ME?? Having a parent that does NOT allow you to love your other REAL parent is SO unfair.
I always believed and still do that children need BOTH parents and parents which are KIND and respectful to each other!!

I know you Holler boys can DO IT !!!

Sister Bowman knows the story of what 'really happened' those many years ago...and she has told me that she would be happy to write it down for you and send it to you! (as a second witness) Even Sister Amy Strong can testify of this too!

It is time to clear up all the lies you and your brothers have lived with for so long!!
I have been waiting day in and day out for 14 year for you and I to have contact again!!!!
Now you are an adult and we can have a nice mother/son relationship that we deserve. Without others in the way.

I am your biggest fan and I only want to be kind to you, talk to you, just a little, and be here for you whenever you need.
IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?

I have wanted this from the day you were conceived!! I sacrificed years and years of my personal comfort, life, soul, body and being... for you and your success. Please don't shut me out. I NEVER DID to you!! (can't you comprehend this?) (won't you comprehend this?)

Like I said...I don't want much. Just to talk to you every once in a while.
EVEN a one sentence email or text to your dear ole mom, would make me so happy.

It's your birth day soon...The day I BROUGHT YOU into this World...not anyone else did!!.......Please let me wish you a happy one?

PLEASE contact me soon. Even if it is just to tell me HOW you are!!?? Promise, I don't want anything from you....JUST to hear your voice, and to talk just a bit. That can't be so bad, can it? I promise I have NO ill intentions ♥ ever!

I ONLY want to make YOU, ANDREW.... HAPPY ♥

Thanks dear little one ♥ I KNOW you can BE BRAVE!!

Love and blessings sent your way... always....

Love forever, Mom

My sweet bubbie... I love you to the Moon and back a million times. I like you for always, I love you forever...as long as I'm living, my baby you'll be ♥

It's our Anniversary!

7/12/2018

6 years ago, Silvio Rudy and I were sealed together by Elder Zwick of the Seventy in this LDS Temple at Newport Beach.
It was a joyous day. So happy for everyone really. The clouds came out to cool off the hot Summer sun for a perfect day. ♥
Doesn't seem like only 6 years.

www.lds.org/temples/what-happens-in-a-temple-sealing?lang=eng While on earth, we can make sacred covenants (promises) with God in the holy temple through priesthood authority. Among these covenants is the opportunity for husbands and wives to be sealed (married for eternity) and their children to be sealed to them. This means that if we keep our covenants with the Lord and each other, death cannot permanently separate us. This sealing ordinance is an essential part of our Heavenly Father’s plan for us to live with Him eternally. (See D&C 128:9–10; 132:19.)

Before I was sealed by man on Earth to my sweetheart, I already knew in my heart that God had sealed us in the Eternities, so this was an outward ceremony to witness to what was already a Spiritual real thing. Now it is our duty to endure physically and keep sacred that which already is eternal, and keep our Covenants while on Earth.
Hoping my other sons will have the desire to be sealed to their own wives and eventually with us eternally also...
https://www.lds.org/ensign/2011/09/the-sealing-ordinance-links-families-eternally?lang=eng

https://www.lds.org/temples/what-happens-in-a-temple-sealing?lang=eng

It is called Melancolie.

7/11/2018

I miss you Andrew, ~ I miss you Jacob, ~ I miss you Jordan, ~ I miss you Austin...

It is called Melancolie. And it is heartbreakingly beautiful.

The artwork created by Albert György (living in Switzerland, but born in Romania) can be found in Geneva in a small park on the promenade (Quai du Mont Blanc) along the shore of Lake Geneva.
Millions (more than 11 million people) have viewed it from Facebook, so we wanted to take a few moments and share more about the sculpture and artist.

György was born in Romania in 1949. He lived in isolation and sadness after his first wife died, so he understands grief. He was given what he calls in reports – a second slope of his life where he is able to enjoy freedom.
The sculptor developed a special alloy of copper and tin which he used for his work.
His work is revered by many and I found this quote about his work – “In its complexity and diversity, the visionary art of Albert György testifies to a personal dialectic between suffering and happiness. Nothing decorative or talkative in this game of creative tension leading to a living alloy, imbued with the purest necessity.”

The incredible, heartbreaking artwork is extremely touching and very emotional. Reading the comments on the Facebook Post are heartbreaking and show the power of love. A mother’s love. A father’s love. Grandparent’s love. Love of siblings, friends and strangers. The thought of losing a child is unimaginable – but for many, it’s all too real and some have written that this sculpture depicts how they feel – an emptiness. John Maddox wrote,
“We may look as if we carry on with our lives as before. We may even have times of joy and happiness. Everything may seem “normal”. But THIS, “Emptiness” is how we all feel…all the time.”

What If Everything You Know About Depression Was Wrong?

7/9/2018

What If Everything You Know About Depression Was Wrong?
Depression may not always be a chemical imbalance.

www.facebook.com/NowThisOpinions/videos/2022718747818239/?hc_ref=ARQHz7ez1wi9J0S_8bc8rRd22k30oXgbUTbAHesw-0qPMVpd4QASf5REhk6C4Oi7ffw

Photo Album Series #8 (Page 4)

7/8/2018

On the front side you see baby Alexander. Lots of photos being taken of this sweet newborn as he suns himself in the Sun.
Baby Andrew is giving his newest younger brother a kiss. He loved holding his brother. Andrew was such a good big brother. In fact ALL my sons always loved their newest brother after them. They were always so kind to each other.
You see toddler Andrew riding his bouncy horse outside and he is taking a nap sleeping so peacefully. Such an adorable AND angel good baby and toddler!! ♥
The last photo is of all 4 boys ready to go trick-or-treating on Halloween 1999. St. George Utah. I had them line up outside the front door before they took off. They only went around our circle, since our house was on a steep hill.

On the back side of this page, you only see one photo of Jordan. This was one of his professional photos. I loved it. I even had one 8 x 10 in Black and White.

Close ups below...

Jordan Taylor

Andrew is a good big brother! Baby Alex is not sure where he is. Such a funny look. His nuky is almost as big as his face...lol. St. George Utah Oct 1999

Andrew so tired and taking a nap. His purple animal pillow was a favorite. So adorable ♥ Oct 1999 - St. George Utah

5 Home Remedies in your Kitchen for earaches.

7/5/2018

When my children were little and anyone of them had an earache (if ever since they were healthy most of the time) I reached for the good old remedies of Olive Oil and garlic to fix that problem.
I would just mix a tiny bit of fresh garlic juice into some olive oil and then drop a few drops into their infected ears. This worked wonderfully.
Here is a link to a good article about 5 home remedies that work and you should have at home already.
These remedies help with ANY infection...just make sure the garlic is not too strong for tender delicate tissues on your body. Otherwise, these natural ones work wonderfully without having to go get chemically man-made remedies first.

www.thealternativedaily.com/5-home-remedies-kitchen-painful-earaches/?utm_source=external&utm_medium=MG&utm_campaign=mgemail

Happy 29th Birthday, Austin Spencer

7/4/2018

Happy 29th Birthday to my first born
(and most dynamite/awesome)
son Austin Spencer Holler!!
Love you forever ♥
(I can't be that old?) 🤔

♪ ♫Beautiful, Beautiful, no other name, I knew from the moment you came....

Having fun at the town parade and picnic (only one block from home)

Dallin and Jessica (Charters) McKenzie on Vimeo ♥

7/2/2018

Dallin & Jessica from Kaye Shaye on Vimeo.

Independence Day coming soon!

7/1/2018

God Bless America!!!
A ballad of home.
The beauty, the courage and the heart of this great land of ours ♥

Happy Anniversary dearest one ♥

6/27/2018

Spending the day celebrating 13 years of being married 'Anniversary'.
(28 years of knowing each other in this life, 15 years of being re-united later in life, 13 years of marriage, 6 years of being Sealed forever. ♥)
♥ "I love you Silvio (Rudy) Acosta" ♥

Utah | The Ultimate Travelers Playground!

6/26/2018

Cool video...
www.facebook.com/utahdotcom/videos/10154034413133594/

Recess.
Sandboxes.
Thousands of toys.
Playing all day.
Wanna feel like a kid again?
Welcome to Utah.
One giant playground.

Photo Album Series #8 (Page 3)

6/25/2018

It's October 1999 and Jordan is turning 7 years old. 🎂️🎈🎁
I threw him a party in our new backyard there in St. George, Utah. We invited his neighborhood friends and brothers and had a fun party with games, cake, gifts, and food.
Below, you see Jordan and friends playing musical chairs, swinging with his friends, and opening his gifts.

On the back of this page, you see baby Andrew eyeing Jordan's two cakes. Jordan blows out his candles after we sign Happy ♪ Birthday to him.
Little Jacob is eating some yummy cake. It appears that Jordan got a new bike!! (and a rock tumbler, among other gifts)
Anyway, it appears that baby Alexander slept through it all, since he was only 3 weeks old and I was still recovering from a C-section AND a recent move. I don't know how I did it really!!
(don't EVER move to a new house a month before, or a month after giving birth, it is a nightmare!!)
So, it turned out to be a fun birthday celebration, there at 2294 Englemann Place, in St. George Utah Oct. 1999.

Close ups below...

Jordan's 7th Birthday party in our St. George, Utah backyard on Englemann Place. We have lots of friends over to play games and eat.

One game we play is musical chairs. You see Jordan in his yellow jersey and Austin on the chair. Oct. 1999

Jacob is having fun at Jordan's 7th birthday party in St. George Utah. Oct 1999

Jordan Holler gets a 'rock tumbler' machine along with other gifts for his 7th birthday party. St. George Utah 1999

Austin enjoys his cold popcicle while his brother Jordan opens his NEW bike he gets for his 7th birthday party. St. George, Utah Oct. 1999

Jordan swings dutch with his school friend on our backyard playground during Jordan's 7th birthday party. St. George Utah. Oct 1999

Toddler Andrew is eyeing Jordan's two birthday cakes. One Oreo and one is Boston Creme. Yum. Oct 1999

Jordan Taylor blows out his birthday party cake candles!! Yay! ~So much food and fun. happy birthday ♪ dear son! *Oct 1999 St. George, Utah -- Little Andrew watches. I love you both so much ♥ and the chubby cheeks on BOTH of my sweet sons, both in yellow shirts!

Here is one little hungry boy, CJ. Jordan's 7th birthday party in St. George, Utah with friends and family. Oct. 1999

The party is over for 7 year old Jordan. Fun Fun Fun for this sweet little boy. Oct 1999 - St. George, Utah. I love you Jordan. I see Jacob swinging in the background.

Baby Alexander sleeps and sleeps his first few months of life. He was a "premie" so he is so tiny and SO adorable. We love him so much!! Oct 1999 - St. George Utah

Photo Album Series #8 (Page 2)

6/22/2018

Second page in Album 8.
You see only 5 days after Alexander was born, we moved to a new house a few blocks away. (that is a long and CRAZY story by itself) This time, this rental house was without a pool. Our goal was to work on the mountain cabin up above Zions, where we planned on living full time.
We take baby Alexander out into the sun at our new yard, for some vitamin D. So good for his liver.
Baby Andrew gives his new baby brother a big kiss on the forehead. So adorable. ♥
Andrew was still a baby himself, but now had to take a back seat to Alex who demanded a lot of attention and was a lot of personality, when Andrew was a quiet child. I always felt bad about this.

On the back side of this page, you see that Jordan had his 2nd grade photo taken at school. Also, again Andrew is puckering up to give his baby brother a big kiss. Alexander was so tiny!
Andrew is still carrying around his baby bottle that he still uses. Also, you see him peering over the patio wall, without pants on. This little guy was still being potty trained and it was easier for him to run to the potty this way!. (couldn't resist this shot of his adorable baby bottom...lol )
The last photo is one that Bernd took of me and new baby Alexander. Jacob quickly popped into the photo since he LOVED being in front of the camera. Always made me laugh !! This photo has always been one of my favorites ♥

Close ups below....

Happy 23rd Birthday, CJ

6/21/2018

There is this cool cat I know....and he goes by Christian Jacob....

Someone, I love, was born on the sunniest day of the year and truly IS 'my Sunshine'! 🌞
♪ ♫ Happy Birthday Christian Jacob 🎂🍭🎈🎁💝

Jacob's 9th Birthday Party - Mentone, CA. June 2004..... I LOVE ♥ his smile!!

Can hardly wait for him to come home, so I can give him a party again.

Here, below, is another 'Chris' that is totally awesome too!!!
www.facebook.com/MTV/videos/590350691363984/?notif_id=1529457604277137&notif_t=feedback_reaction_generic

I love Utah!

6/19/2018

Here is a cute little video of Utah set to the tune of Beach Boys' Kokomo and features some of the wacky town names in the state of Utah.
Don't forget 'Hatch, Utah'....the small town in Southern Utah that my great great grandfathers brother settled and my great great grandfather had a few of his daughters there so they lived there for a few years too.
FUN!

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